First post and a hard truth

Having lived for 18 years and a few months, ive had my fair share of teenage angst and exagerated sense of self-worth and ability. Im not saying im Mature! Im the furthest thing from being mature or even wise. But ive always had a tendency to do deep thinking and it's recently while i was at the gym that i realized something. I have been arrogant and lazy for most of my life and it has cost me alot of things that would have been very beneficial to me today. Not to mention a very low fitness level, that has came back and bit my ass so hard it tore a chunk out. So ive learned that being humble is a way of life that i should strive towards and that might not sound like such a big lesson but it was a huge blow to my ego to find out that i was not as good as i thought. The other thing would be Discipline. Laziness and arrogance put together is a potent cocktail of self destruction that works fast and does not leave the system willingly. So i must learn to be disciplined and humble. Easier said than done really considering my inability to order my thought and go off on tangents most of the time, which is a very big sign of how much discipline i have. I have more to share cause i have many more lessons to learn. I hope i can stick to this blog long enough that i will be able to help myself become a better person and hopefully right some wrongs that ive committed.